its about a cat... a cat that i ignored his existence... a cat that showing his love to a arrogant human...
Baby...
Baby was the name of the beautiful cat... he was born on mid april 2010, i wasnt there when he was born... i was busy studying in UiTM Pahang, Jengka...
Then on may 2010 i went back to my house because i have finished my final examination... i was happy when i arrived to my home, there was 3 new kittens... ^_^
but later, 2 of the kittens died... i think its a natural death...
then i was left with one cute kitten and we named him "Baby"... i played with him... he bit me so many times (and most of the scars bleed haha) but i love it... i never get too furious to a cat...
but the most interesting part of that kitten was this : he enjoy listening to my guitar when i was playing my fav repertoire (it was Muse - Unintended)... when i started to pluck a string, he would run to me and listens until he fell a sleep... hehe he was so cute....
to cut it short, on august of 2010, one of my fav cat ( Bear-bear) died... Baby was left only with his mother (Sayang) and Bear-bear's sister (Chomot)... Baby loves Bear-bear, they were like a very best friend...
but after he lost his mentor Bear-bear, he gets very ill... he could even walk... we must fed him with our bare hand just to keep him strong... but even though he was ill, he still wanted to listen to my guitar...
he will be so anxious and he would run to me... every night he would come n sleep next to me...
the next morning, i realized he pee on my comforter, i was so furious and i said "Baby, that's enough, no more sleepy with me!"
later he ignored what i said, n just keep on sleeping next to me...
i get so furious one day, i decided to lock myself whenever i go to my room... every time i wanted to go outside, i saw him lay right next to my door... but i ignored him...
until one day, i went on a vacation in Teregganu because i had a wedding ceremony there...
only my big brother was left in KL...
on the third day of the the vacation (the last day i should say), my brother tell me that Baby have died (maybe he was too hungry because he could not feed himself, plus my brother was worked from 6am til 10pm everyday...)
when i arrived at my house, my brother showed to me Baby's cemetery...
i was too ego, and just visited him for about 2 to 3 minutes...
but then, on early January 2011, i was scrolling through my phone's album, and i saw Baby's pictures... now i realized, ive been a worse friend to him...
i was too sad, i went back to sleep...
then i dream, i saw him....
i said something like this in my dream : "im sorry Baby... i have been a bad friend to you... please forgive me..."
then Baby just meowing and run to a my guitar... i played my repertoire... he fell asleep...
but when i ended that song, i woke up... im shocked cause i was crying while i was sleeping... but i felt so happy because i met him for the last time, and made him listened to my repertoire for one last time...
"Thanks for loving me Baby..."
the orange cat is Bear-bear
